The Eclectic Impetus

I am really scared. There is not one thing that I am not scared of. Be it talking to my superiors or to my peers, I am always scared. I have this huge fear of being yelled at. I don't want people to scold me and as a result  I keep most things to myself. Today I saw a picture on one of the FB pages that I am following. It talks about not being scared. To not wait for anything or anyone. Life is now, live it. All it took was a second to reflect on its truth. There is absolutely no need to be scared of anything or anyone. It is all in our minds and there is no external factor influencing it. Is it time to change our minds? While it may not be possible to format our brains and start anew, it is possible to start again. Life is not for others. It is for ourselves. So what we do should be for that. Having said that we cannot ignore the others around us. But we should not rely only in their acceptance of us. Once we are happy being us, everything else will fall in place. Being scared

I know it has been a while since I last wrote. I have made a lot of excuses for not writing. Trust me when I say that I have tried to write but I just couldn't. But no more excuses. The last few months have been a blur. My life was going at a much faster pace than ever. When I look back, all that time seems to have gone in a blur. And the sad part is that it can never come back. But I am not here to vent out my feelings. Life has always been generous to me. I am really grateful to the Greater Power for being so kind. I am what I am because of all the incidents, actions and people in it. Also there is no more fear. With this thought I want to end this note. I have a great life and I should take the positive out of it and leave behind the negative.